god im back people.


i'm sitting here on my chair in comfort, with much gratitude to lets see, my comfy red chair with cusion on it, my fan which blows such strong scented wind, my clean house which sparkles before me WITHOUT any sightings of insects and whatnots, and cold cold water and music playing thunderously over the speakers. ohh & my ravishing brown now straight hair (:


ironically, the song home my daughtry is playing on acoustic on my speakers and its sinking into my skin and blood. it feels so great, its undescribable to intake the smell of singapore.


oh no, i didn't abhore the camp, truly i didn't.

i met new people and i learnt so many new things.
why loathe it? nope, i didn't. i loved it to an extent.
the greeeeen grass, the stars, the wet games and maybe zass.
i'm not gonna complain about the place on its own because it was a camp? i can't be expecting like a fullerton hotel facility can i? so yes, but the toilets SHOULD have been in better conditions if some people were just more responsible! but either way, camps are something i've always enjoyed and if anyone asked me, if i'd like to get my ass back there, i'll say yes baby.


cos the stars on the night sky are the most god sent beautiful things on earth, make it universe.
i didn't have my handphone with me if not i'd have taken shots of it but its so gorgeous.
they are like tiny diamonds all mingling together on the completely opaque velvety sky. and they keep twinkling midst the moon which looks like a ball of grey mist among all the clouds.
nature is the epitome of beauty, i've made up my mind! the night sky has my love. i enjoyed it but i would have loved to capture it on camera, damn!

secondly, i've realised my school aint all that bad. i dont wanna use the word normal tech mats.
cos its seems to sound like i'm criminalising them, but they're nice. very very nice people.
nicer than the 2 bloody wierdo chinese girls in my group just lacking the mere ability to communicate well in english though if they had this power they'd talk well. they're very humorous people and take gelled well with the rest, i liked very much the way we played all games. initially with not much cooperation but soon it grew to our advantage. i'm very proud of most people in my group. thank you so very much, for understandinh my plight when i was sick and always sticking by me when i was crying. THANKYOU for that people(:

suxann.jaysree.taufik.amir.akey.hawa.hedaya.shima.jiayi.joel.jared.
(:


but i have to mention quite candidly,


that asia outdoors has to learn something, by anychance if they read this, i hope they use this constructively.

from the camp, instructors try to instill in us confidence, team work and compassion. yes job well done. the games were fun and everything but how do you expect us to remember this clearly like words etched on gold when the communication wasn't strong? i clearly don't understand how you'll can make mistakes when it comes to communicating? no i'm not implying that the mode of communication (e.g-the claps and cheerS) are bad, i'm merely putting it to yout that maybe you ought to start from scratch when it comes to the ENGLISH you'll use. out off the 18 instructors, 18 are malays and its not that they reallly can't speak english but its that they don't even try to speak in english and correct their language skills, they just rattle off in malay with every chance they get, when they know, there are non-speaking malay people.
please be considerate? please note i'm not condemning you people but i'm just telling you whats off my mind. it really frustrating to find them speaking in malay ever so often with each other and even the team members! gosh, and when they do speak english the sentence structure is a little off. i mean i'm sorry if i sound like an english lover, its just so hard to understand what someone says when like no proper sentence structure is used,

a good example would be

"as a trainer, i never given this much disrespecting before" xO

so yes, try to understand my disposistionn, thankyou for the memories(:
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i puked and took an overdose of cough syrup. but im better now with a couple of brusies all over my legs but i'm tannnner! and a little less of glycerol in me (: HAHA.

thankyou god, for making me better by the secoond day. thank you for answering my prayers and making me strong to let me go through all the fun fun fun games like indiana jones which i wanna replay and the high ropes and low ropes(: iloveyou god, dearly.




XOXO ;
taahira