this is how dressed up i was. (YES, ignore the fact that i was sweating like a PIG BEING ROASTED, and that i re-touched my powder, lipgloss!) the wedding was a bomb (YES DEE, LAUGH)


but it was, after sarahka's wedding it was one of the best i've been to! (:

good food good food + BEST COUSINS = awesome wedding.

oh wait, i should add something to make the equation, better!

GOOD FOOD GOOD FOOD + BEST COUSINS x cute guys&aircon = awesome wedddiing (: haha.




and you know what was the most hilarious thing? the fact that EVERY GIRL there had sweat under her armpits and beads of pespiration on her forehead and like a big slop of sweat on the back of their gorgeous clothes, the summit of heat was facing the bride. but that gorgeous little thing, who was in 10layers of clothings, looked absoultely stunning and skinnny (though, she told me she eats cadbury bar everyday!) and kept smiling non-stop EVERYTIME!

god, i wanted to go down there and saluute her i tell you. she's the nicest aunty, i've met(:
after my fellow cousins of'course. you wouldn't believe how GIGANTIC MY FAMILY IS!.

next wedding probably next year, march!(:







oh yah, tasneem(: BABE ILOVEYOOOOU. our relationship isn't what you think it is OKAY?
chopapaa. all the way! (i've got this wierrrd thing for take no-face pictures)










ooooh, and the henna was really beautiful!(:

-yeah la. marvel at the bracelet and ring!(:










OH AND SHAL. i lovedd the makeup so much(: THANKYOOOU SO MUCH,dearest(:







half family.


i dont have picture of entire vickland family.





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oh this is gonna sound reallly really eccentric,


but there was a funeral the day after the wedding :(
its life isn't it? sadly, one dies and other lives.
god, i couldn't stop myself from bawling. thankfully not loudly.
when i saw the body on the floor, so limp and frail from all the pain.
i just couldn't stop to reminisce about my own grandfather :(
my grandfather carried me all night when i was sick, though his leg was aching.
he sang me lullabys and kissed me till i just shut my gap. he told my grandma to go
to sleep and stop yelling at me, cos it wasn't my fault and that my small heart was beating
real slow. IT REALLY REALLY IS SO FRIIGGIN HEARTWRECHING.

i can't stop tearing up realllly. my heart yearns for berapa! :(
it helps to think that hes gone on a holiday for a long time.
but when will he take the plane back?! i hope he's happy, whereever he is.

one momment, all my cousins are laughing and talking to me the reallly all day and then later i'm at the funeral house crying and moaning :( god. this is just like some common adversity.


BOOOOOOO.

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my birthday is in 3days!(:


to everyone whos planning : im not picky. i just wannna spend time with the people i love the most. AND YOU PPL KNOW THAT. i dont care if 20ppl shared a 10bucks present. cos reallly i'd like a card that say i miss my honey just as much. i know the trouble of planning, REALWELL. so dont fret. I LOVE LOVE, YOU PEOPLE TO THE ULTIMUM(:

* i need to get a few things done by 7th!(:

1. learn how to put eyeliner nicely at the top -SHALLLINIII
2. get black or white pumps.
3. go to the physically unstable home and give them food.
4. find berapa's tomb and pray for him.
5. check for a phone better than n73. -HAH. BOOON!



p.s - hafiz smells of shokubutsu and elseive shampoo mixed together.
omg omg i loooooooove him!(: pictures of him later.




NOW,

are y'll ready kids?
aye aye captain.
i CANT HEAR YOOOOOU?
aye aye captain./
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOIIIIIIIIIIHHHH -hafiz version!
who lives in a pineapple undersea?
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTTS(: