i always giggle, i always laugh and i always never fail to guffaw.many things make me smile, i've been smiling aplenty lately.
although at times, i pained because my brain juices are screaming to stop.
but kudos to memory lane.
__ time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away It’s so unreal. bless you chester bennington(:your voice never cease to make my pulse evaporate from the previous barrage of emotions.
my heart pulpitates when your voice resonates in the blaring system.
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i can't guarentee that this post is going to be gleeful to everyone, but i decided to post up the progression i've made since i was born and what were my fetishes and why?(:
year 1993 : taahira's first few months!(:fetishes : mummy.papa.anneh.bolster.diapers.rattler with bannna&pjs on it!bawled her heart out when (according to mummy) : left alone without mummy or papa, other people she didn't know pinched her cheeks, wee wee-d in her pampers, anneh doesn't kiss her goodnight and tell her powerangers story!priceless memory : on hari raya, i pee-ed on my brothers pants hahaha but he still hugged me and didn't scream.
year 1994-1995 : taahira's 1 or about 2 or 3.fetishes : water! water water! omega milk in pink pacifier bottle, mummy&papa, zafirahh (: (cos she was sooooooooooo freaking fat!(: hahah.bawled her heart out when : told to get out of the water, didn't get to watch magic school bus, didn't wear my cool barney purple bag (which i donated to zafirah so don't have a picture of it)prieless memory : my swimsuit was without a shirt just my underwear, heehhee. and i wore goggles to cover my bongos. hahah if there were any.(:
year 1996-2000 : taahira's going to kindergarden in PAP!fetishes : mcdonald's morning breakfast, idiyapam with bannanna (its called thunder bread, but in malay putu mayam with pisang i think haha), my green frock, singing the national anthem and saying the pledge, (I SWEAR), my school shoes, my pink hairband, magic school bus, my purple barney bag.bawls her heart out when : have to skip school (JUXTAPOSISTION), anyone who tells me that i talk to much, this girl who stole of my jelly xi min i think,priceless memory : my teacher mrs mala, is kavita's brothers teacher and kavita and me had the same teacher and look at us now!(:priceless memory : there was some random performance in my school and i went up to answer the question and they asked me what i wanted to be when i grow up and i said,"i wanted to be a surgeon, i looove blood" ha.
yeAR 2000-2003 - taahira's is in RGPS(: spending her first 3 lower primary years. haha.fetishes : market market, doctor doctor, tamil, ms rajamani, mrs bong, singing doa a deer, a female deer,bawls out loud when : skip school, doesn't get band 1 for everything, doesn't get a chance to participate in tamil story telling.priceless memory : i entered and won tamil story telling in school for all 3 years! bold, TAMIL!
years 2003-2005 -taahira's upper secondary life. (p4&5&6)fetishes - harry potter, tom felton, daniel radcliffe, snuffles (my diary) , taufik batisah, the clique then, mdm adlina, tamil, acting, dancing, my tamil class, hoped to get into cgs, camps, 6beee(:bawled her heart out when - had to do thick stacks of past year papers, screaming, thought of leaving rgps,priceless memory - PROM NIGHT, p5 camp at costa sands!(:
year 2005-2007-in secondary school.fetishes - drama,debate,doodling,dictation,the worlds best people she has.bawls her heart out when : fails miserably for any subject (amath) :[ , gets into her fight with family members, fighting with the poeple she loves, thinking of her horrible past.priceless memory : kavita stood by me through everything in sec1, (iloveyou to bits), loosing to debates but still being in top 20 speakers, performances, SYF(: birthday celebrations(:
-moulding me into who i am.
thanks for the memories.
for those who filled me heart,
my perfect words hope to content you.
