the dark mid-night blue sky, which i've been seeing for the 3days finnallly disappears on it own with the beauty lady moon (whichs been looking pretty good), i was supposed to go to ecp for another celebration but me being the worlds biggest bitch, didn't know the plans so i missed it :(


fuck, i've been on the com for so long i tell you.
the next entire week is to get my ass into the mode i need it to.
june has been such a hectic rush! considering its my birthday month(:

and i had the best 2 celebrations (:


both times by the sea, both times with the people i love, both times with a cake, and both times most importantly with alot alot of love*(:



we took close to 100pictures and it'll take me eternitty to get down with posting everything, so i've dillegently collaged everything(:




















so the hoo-hoos over, my birthdays over.
prettty much every single event that i was anticipating with gaiety has rushed past me.
i cannot deny i didn't have fun. but i don't need to publicize how much i love you because i have personally shown how i appreciate it(:

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so from the 9th onwards, (maybe if i go out with arvind, to celebrate again, hehe) then i can re-touch my beauty sleep and begin with the small random things i wanna do _



1. watch lost season 3.
2. read joy felling's prequeal to first time.
3. catch this show called animal instincts at picture house.
4. go to all my tuitions punctually.
5. watch spongebob&fairlyodd parents daily.
6. talk to my brotherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
7. get to read alex mcgulay's book.
8. not let this month slip through my fingers
9. not loll around on my bed.

not having much intentions of like going town and like walking around.
been doing that too much, just wanna get whatever i don't have!(:

p.s-the dress is super blue and super hot :D and my first hula&co(:

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what makes me sink in a tinge of melancholy is that i didn't do the thing my heart promised me i would do, i really wanted to go see my grandad's tomb and visit the physically unstable people.
life is so precarious, you never know what comes next. my far-related relative whos like 42, just died in a car crash when they went to eat at johor. omg i was like cursing internally for so long.

okay im not gonna rant about death and emo-like ransom thoughts.

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today, i realise before i die i will go to sand pit when im like 20 and take a childhood picture with my boyfriend and then keep it in under the soil with a list of top10 cartoons and secrets.
i might even do it soon, cos when i went to jareds house, it was like i was 5 again (esp when i met justin) i realise i never hated cartoons, i love them as much as i love boone from lost (: which is alot. i miss my childhood, oh god how it is absoultely intoxicating to be innocent.

i pull down a guys pants and say, laugh- everyone goes awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwh. shes a naughty girl.


NOW,

i pull down a guys pants and laugh- i'm the universe biggest bitch for insulting his dick before i supposedly kiss him.


not that i do stuff like that, its a bad example. you know? the innocence? BEING FAAAAAAAAT(: yes, i MISSSSSSSSS THAT TO DEATH. now, i cant be fat or i'll be ugly, so i'm voloptous. tsk


i was a tumble tots+rolly polly+humpty dumpty+berat fair baby.
now its gone down abit, though my cheeks never cease to make me smileee.
i stilllllllllll lovvvvvvvvvvvvve the chubby cheeks (*muses about hafiz and laughs)









i think i better sleep, i'm gonna jump on kaamela and play with her
whos a better seal before i sleep!



LAUGHS*

be a child, man(:





XOXO
mE(: