why the change? i need changes. in fact no matter how much i whine about changes, i come to like them. its the changes from my shoe size to knowledge that have changed that i am a 15 year old child. things surrounding you change, they permeate the room with a different aura, something different and not in the same old routine making you heart go "lub lub" twice in a go. but then, we settle in, we learn, we relish and we give in. habits however remain the same like the saying goes "old habits die hard".
i've always liked sumiko tan and suzanna choo. ever since i picked up the news papers to read, i've like the way they write, the way the sentences are always structured to make sure that their certain words end up at the end. i've been hoping to find like a collection of their articles on like some online straits times website, but my attempts were futile. dammit.
for those who are lost in a dense jungle now, they are writers/journalists who write on very certain days of the week sumiko always writes on sunday and the latter on mondays(: the write the type of articles that keep you hooked on like milo in the morning with cornflakes and not bread. yuppp, the koko crunch i had when i was 4 still sits in my bowl when i'm 15, same for my 20 year old brother.
funny isn't it? how i'm always trying to change my thinking, perceptions and beliefs but i can't. like how when you hear "i can get you outta my head" by kylie monogue, the beat is like thumping in your ears. you can't get it out until a knew beat comes around. music has taken such a large aspect of my life, my music taste keeps changing though the baseline remains the same, i listen to songs with meaningful lyrics and nothing less.
i guess i should channel my grey matter to disciplining my arse to the chair so that i can get over and done with the tamil o's with a heart-warming A. but then again, who's in the mood?
i've stopped fasting the feeling is so odd, like i keep stuffing fruits down my throat to diminish the hunger in my stomach but it comes up again when i eat dinner, so i had 2 tuna sandwiches. oh well? ramadan is over.
today was such a differently eventful day. people would not understand this but it was different. unique i must say, like i haven't done this kinda thing for so long. (a change once again) i think i should go to vivo tmr, i think i will :D
