just saw saw II.
i see blood everywhere, like really everywhere.













{ that is like amanda digging a key in a haystack of injections XO }


wondering if gore is really my thing.
of course its dirty drama and comedy tops the list.

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yesterday and today was such a heartwarming feeling.
the feeling where you do a lot of nothings.

i haven't had that feeling for a long long time.
to just bum around, talk, laugh and not have things lined one after another.
feels so explosive at the heart of my heart.

let me light up the sky. let me tell you why i would die for you.

funny how, i had dozens of things lined up for the past month.
the next week is kind off empty but it feels good.

the mushed up mashed potato with a little bit of chilli padi
and add a little of chocolate ice-cream with crunchy cookie bits and marshmellows.
yeah thats how its all inside me, though i have eaten nothing like that.
HAHAHA - sudden reminiscence of the fart food at india.

i want to grab all the memories like clouds in the sky, the times i laugh at till now and the times i stayed up wishing i could make things last forever and label it happiness part IV and put it in a jar. all those happy moments, the celebrations and line it up on my shelve.
















whatever it takes i'll make your darkest days a bright.
i never thought that this could go
and take me away from all i know.















omg, i'm gonna be 16 soon soon! like i actually put aside 50bucks after i saw a nice picture of 2 hot models in like hot prom dresses. talk about thinking ahead .. HAHA

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langkawi wasn't that bad as well, i keep comparing everything with SQ and singapore. imagine taahira singing the national anthem loudly next year. HAHAHAA!
because i promise you, that KL was filthy. the pasar-malam place i went to was absolutely horrifying. it had rubbish on every corner of the street. i felt like a midget having a rubbish bathe. and that is so un-glam.

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HIGHLIGHT OF THE TRIP : i got to go horse riding, although it cost a bomb, it was like one of those "HEY, im riding a horse (and so not screaming) + i'm a singaporeaan!

WORST THING that happened :
1. we traveled so much, i've never seen mummy&papa argue so much on DIRECTION. (the duo sadly flunked geog all their lives ; pfffffft)

2. I DIDN'T HAVE A TRAVEL ADAPTER FOR MY NANA!

pictures for family-holiday(:





























but in your heart, i'm with you all along.

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FUNNY little big things I :

i watched enchanted! HAHAHA. i find that funny, cos its me the all i-don't-like-too-happy-moveees-although-i'm-a-happy-child.
and i hate emo kids who are all, i'm gonna emo now, BYE!
alice and cheri were like playing some high-pitched song in the morning.
*bryan and me couldn't stop exchanging glances.
i love my itunes songs and nothing else, seriously!

p.s - the girl's really pretty though,




she's a mix of snow white, cinderella and uh i forgot who.
sadly no jasmine. who can beat jasmine, she's the hottest! i'm so gonna act disney related roles after my os.







FUNNY little big thing II :

spongebob & sesamestreet have classified inappropriate for children.
what is wrong with the world?
i open the papers during breakfast, all the headlines i see
".. my teacher shoplifts" ,
" ..Prima deli closes down" (omg!i love this bakery) ,
" spongebob is bisexual-inappropriate issues for kids" ,
"..tharman becomes finance minister"

i remember the debate we did on cartoons for JGs, which left much bitter memories in me.
cos we lost face-smacked. ugh! rematch please. besides how can a child even decipher things like his/her sexuality at the age of 4. i mean holding hands doesn't make you gay? does it!


and the punchline of the article was when the reporter said,
"we don't want parents to come angered telling us their child is fat after watching cookie monster!" HAHAHAHAHAHA-one of my internal guffaws.
COME ON people! do you live in a pebble?






so now my cookie monster eats veggies and fruits :(













goodnight world.
my progesterone-furor.
not everyday isn't it?
right.

love!